what if this isnt a really finding out my orientation? what if ill stop liking girls? what if iam heterosexual and iam just trying to make myself gay? i dont wanna end my beautiful fantasies 'bout women. sometimes i think that i wanna be lesbian. iam watching a lot of wlw tiktoks abd i rlly love them and i also want to have a girl, to protect her, to kiss her, to smile at her, to just love her. theyre not homophobics and ik that they will support me but. i dont rlly know how to say it to my friends, to my parents. and just some DAYS ago i realized that having relationship with boy would make me a bit uncomfortable. i was very sure bc i found out that i wanna have a girlfriend. but some months ago, when i was only 11 and 7-8 months i was pretty sure that iam bisexual. iam only 12 but at internet ive read that worries or just thinking 'bout ur sexuality is starting when you get 12. i think thats a bit impossoble for me to be gay. but i still cannot say with 100% sure that "iam gay". i dont know if i feel okay with it but i would enyoy it more if he was a girl. when i start to try to think 'bout hugging a boy or just having a boyfriend iam like. when iam fantasing 'bout kissing or hugging i also think that doing it with a girl would be much better. its like i rlly enyoy watching videos of two pretty girls while theyre kissing. i did like 100 sexual orientation tests, every result was saying that iam homo but. The result said that iam lesbian and i also think so BUT.
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